http://merajambu.blogdrive.com/ **jUsT LeAvE mE aLonE** Fri, 11 Feb 2005 23:50:01 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2005. Music Books Relationships http://merajambu.blogdrive.com/archive/29.html Sat, 12 Feb 2005 07:43:27 GMT my life so far As waves of sadness washed over me As drops of loneliness hits upon my face Sensing arms of anguish wrapped itself around my body I see no more, hear no more, lost my sense of taste Used to have a heart for a special someone Thought he felt the same way From the truth, I run and run Away from incoming hurt, keep it at bay Stupid of me Thinking it’s me he desire Stupid of me To not see it’s my best he prefers I am still trying to let go of my hopes While someone else came into my life I did not believe, thought it was just a joke To this lonely... (more) http://merajambu.blogdrive.com/comments?id=29 http://merajambu.blogdrive.com/archive/28.html Thu, 10 Feb 2005 07:08:47 GMT today i woke up and got myself some sms from dont noe who.. dont really care all i wanna do is just slip awaeeee went on the net. saw bear. dont wanna talk to me so i go offline. whatevr la. saliz asked if i was okay. i told her to read my nick.. to leave me alone.. felt so bad but i really cant afford anything right now. i just feel like i wanna die.. but whatever okay thats all of my boring lyf. whatever http://merajambu.blogdrive.com/comments?id=28 http://merajambu.blogdrive.com/archive/27.html Wed, 09 Feb 2005 13:33:34 GMT u know what?? today i feel so confused... part of me says i shud accept him but the other part is scared of a broken heart yesterday, i went to a movie.. watch racing stripes.. really cool show. i thot of hakim, my cousin. there are two hakim in my lyf. one is my ex and the otehr is my cousin who i am really close to... we were lyk glue last time. now we are so far awaee... anywayz, watch a movie with him.. kind of nice la today, went to my great-grandma house. then to macritchie.. went home help dad with his work. then went to net and read bear's blog. he said that he is unofficially... (more) http://merajambu.blogdrive.com/comments?id=27 http://merajambu.blogdrive.com/archive/26.html Wed, 02 Feb 2005 10:59:35 GMT i am sick today. felt so bloody weak... now i am sitting on the chair and drinking milk out of the carton... haha... i read bear's entry and it was kinda nice.. he seemed to include me all the entries. anywayz... my neck feels so hurt.. like heavy like that. whatever just now after sch got leaders thingy... so long.. my stomach grumbling sak! anywayz, nutz got in a fite wiht her bf.. dont wanna say anything... shhhh... went to macdonalds then met taufiq sec 2. i blanja him double cheese. see, i am such a nice person.. right, bear?? just now also got emaths test.. i screwed up... (more) http://merajambu.blogdrive.com/comments?id=26 http://merajambu.blogdrive.com/archive/25.html Sat, 29 Jan 2005 15:43:24 GMT today, bear goes to work.. haiz.. so kesian!!! but he gets money so that is good!! he still set on buying a teddy! hahha... today went to orchard to help with cip. in the end, like wasted trip! the organizer wanna do everything themselves! we might as well dont do anything sak!!! then i went patrolling with some people... i felt so damn leftout. haiz.... then, went to far east plaza.. so many stuffs sak!! must ask bear to go with me when he got his pay.. ahha.. i am so evil!! then at night, i called yazid.. to ask him about a maths thingy.. haiz.. he told he was not in the mood the... (more) http://merajambu.blogdrive.com/comments?id=25 http://merajambu.blogdrive.com/archive/24.html Thu, 27 Jan 2005 11:05:22 GMT actually!! i dont want to update my blog but somebody asked me to write. i mean he is alone at home and nothing to do so he read about people's life!! haiya!! he would purposely wake up late sometyms and tell me about it adn bu it in that i cant wake up late since i have school!!! you should know you i am talking about!! he was actually upset about my previous entry but i have no idea what had gotten him so worked up! strange boy!! anywayz, he is going to buy for me a HUGE teddy bear bcoz i told him too... it was meant as a joke but he took it seriously!! so he is buying me onE!!... (more) http://merajambu.blogdrive.com/comments?id=24 http://merajambu.blogdrive.com/archive/23.html Sun, 23 Jan 2005 09:12:56 GMT i am back peepz! miss me?? i didnt went on for so long as my internet got haywired.. haha im back.. anywayz.. i got a new hp and a very nice likes me.. haha.. kinda crazy but sweet la but we will only remain frenz while he thinks otherwise.. so cute.. haha welll..... that's alll bye bear!! :P http://merajambu.blogdrive.com/comments?id=23 http://merajambu.blogdrive.com/archive/22.html Fri, 22 Oct 2004 15:57:27 GMT hi people.. i have not updated my blog for so long!! finals la... Anywayz... i did average for my finals.. ahahha... but it is soo over!! fasting month.. haiz... weak sial.. i have new song on my blog. truly, madly, deeply by savage garden.. very sweet la... okay la.. bubbye!! i love you.. my fave hottie is below.. see ah he is saying just what descibes me!! http://merajambu.blogdrive.com/comments?id=22 http://merajambu.blogdrive.com/archive/21.html Sat, 02 Oct 2004 09:55:24 GMT I have broke up with probably the best boy i have ever had. i feel so guilty. i have like somebody while steadying with him. even kiss some boy. but, he doesn't seem to pay attention to me. i am bitch. i am so mean to him. although, when i broke up with him, he doesn't seem sad. but i do not know. it was thru sms. i had actually thought we could save the relationship by talking to him on the phone. but he said he was busy playing com. boy, did i got angry. but... among all the flaws, he made me laugh and all that. i am sooo crying now. i keep thinking of the times we had. it was... (more) http://merajambu.blogdrive.com/comments?id=21 http://merajambu.blogdrive.com/archive/20.html Tue, 31 Aug 2004 13:02:22 GMT Hello people... Those teachers reading my blog.. Happy teacher's day!! hehehe... today is teacher's day. when we got to sch..there was aces day.. i tot we were going to run but we got hip-hop... way cool... then after recess, we got concert... even more cool as i can see ali!! hehe.. After sch, i waited for jenmark and hung kit and we set off to naval base. haiz... we took the taxi.. i foot the bill. they better pay back.. or else. in naval base, the pupils were wearing their own clothes. it's be urself day!! why didnt they have it when im still in sch.. DARN the normal bookshop is... (more) http://merajambu.blogdrive.com/comments?id=20