As waves of sadness washed over me

As drops of loneliness hits upon my face

Sensing arms of anguish wrapped itself around my body

I see no more, hear no more, lost my sense of taste

 

Used to have a heart for a special someone

Thought he felt the same way

From the truth, I run and run

Away from incoming hurt, keep it at bay

 

Stupid of me

Thinking it’s me he desire

Stupid of me

To not see it’s my best he prefers

 

I am still trying to let go of my hopes

While someone else came into my life

I did not believe, thought it was just a joke

To this lonely tune, I jive

 

I found a new friend, an ‘evil’ one to be precise

Has a heart for me, that funny one

Confusion clouded my eyes

One day, we fought after the sunken sun

It was petty fight but it lasted long

Dented our friendship a little

Wanna talk to him but I lost my tongue

 

Hurt a lot of my friends

They hate me, I guess

It doesn’t matter, I don’t care

It is probably for the best

 

Put on my mask when I am outside

So cheery and happy

But, I am hurting so bad on the inside

Feeling so sad, so pained, so crappy

 

I looked at all my past candles

None was for serious, just a plaything

But, an old flame relighted itself

The light was so blinding

This painful world, I just wanna leave

 

So let me be alone

Even for a while

Crying in a soft tone

Let my sadness pile

Please, let me hung up the phone

The phone that connects to life