As waves of sadness washed over me
As drops of loneliness hits upon my face
Sensing arms of anguish wrapped itself around my body
I see no more, hear no more, lost my sense of taste
Used to have a heart for a special someone
Thought he felt the same way
From the truth, I run and run
Away from incoming hurt, keep it at bay
Stupid of me
Thinking it’s me he desire
Stupid of me
To not see it’s my best he prefers
I am still trying to let go of my hopes
While someone else came into my life
I did not believe, thought it was just a joke
To this lonely tune, I jive
I found a new friend, an ‘evil’ one to be precise
Has a heart for me, that funny one
Confusion clouded my eyes
One day, we fought after the sunken sun
It was petty fight but it lasted long
Dented our friendship a little
Wanna talk to him but I lost my tongue
Hurt a lot of my friends
They hate me, I guess
It doesn’t matter, I don’t care
It is probably for the best
Put on my mask when I am outside
So cheery and happy
But, I am hurting so bad on the inside
Feeling so sad, so pained, so crappy
I looked at all my past candles
None was for serious, just a plaything
But, an old flame relighted itself
The light was so blinding
This painful world, I just wanna leave
So let me be alone
Even for a while
Crying in a soft tone
Let my sadness pile
Please, let me hung up the phone
The phone that connects to life
CrEdItZ...
